so, what shall i do after the exams?
i suppose i'll write my
long-term objectives
here in this post.
i need not an organisation post, i guess.
too much organisation makes me a robot.

perhaps during the holidays,
i'll post online articles on my views on exams, education etc.
but whether i going to do it depends on my results.
oh c'mon brian, i'm never gonna fail.
but i can always drop somehow.

how about a holiday job?
ugh.
after reading My Uncle Oswald, i learnt 2 golden rules
i would like to follow.

i rather do a job that follows these:
1) I must enjoy doing the job.
2) My output of doing the job must provide much benefit to customers.

and these 2 rules?
what type of job is there?
i'm too picky.
to be honest,
i rather laze the holidays.

and about sjab.
some ppl going crazy over comp training again eh?
ccc camp in the holidays.
oh god,
i'm going for rehearsal tmrw.
most of the notices are by word of mouth, or text.
and if i don't recieve the sms.
it's my problem.



and, i think i'm paranoid.
that a certain someone is phsychic.
oh, dammit brian.
shut up your fantasies.
reality's the truth under blur neon lights.









and you really mattered.
i'm just saying.