It's surprising, yet disappointing.
That people can hate me for doing quite well for exams, or so I think.
I wouldn't say anyone in particular, partly because I don't know who.
Anyway for sure, at least someone out there has a grudge against me for the exams.
Or maybe not the whole exams, for some subjects maybe.

So, let me suppose what would people hate me for.
Let me repeat myself: I suppose
- Some of them think I got high marks with little effort.
- Some of them think I ruin their moods by being happy about my marks/pass

Let me defend myself:
I didn't put in little effort, though I is right to say I put in lesser effort.
But even though I did lesser.
Some guys got higher than me, without any presence of effort at all.
I know I shouldn't point fingers.
But an example would be someone whom I surrendered to.
But screw the surrender, I only did it just to get it over with.

And if I ever ruined your mood or hurt you, deep down perhaps.
I'm surprised that I actually make a point in your life.
But if it means that my point hurts you,
you might as well ignore me;
you should have ignored my existence.
Shall you consider my existence be unimportant,
perhaps you wouldn't have your mood ruined.
And if I didn't realise I was being a jerk that time,
then I'm sorry.
But still, I insist on you ignoring me;
I wouldn't want to hurt you,
and I wouldn't want you to think I would.

Then again, why am I saying this?
This wouldn't help you in anyway for the disappointment you have for your result.
I'm a bit disappointed for my results as well, but I accepted it.
What comes from disappointment is either acceptance or denial.
Some of you deny it, or at least can't accept it.
And from denial comes hurt and anger...

It's the exams. Exams are over.
What once was is over with, and what will be is another.
Think long-term for god sakes, there's a streaming exam for you.