ash helped.
not much actually.
all he wants is change.
all people want is change.
we're human, not dolls.
and all i need is the slippery voice...
~
"to love or not to love?"
~i give you now until then to answer~
"if i do."
~but 1st, can you?~
"must i?"
~if you don't~
"then what?"
~how do you feel now?~
"i feel this stupid feeling."
"that i want to laugh and cry"
"to cry at my laughter"
"to laugh at my cries"
"to laugh at others misery and anger"
"to cry at my confusion"
~do you want to?~
"i've already let her go"
"let her walk away"
~did she want to walk away?~
"or i suppose so"
"but what's the point?"
"she's already going and gone."
"was she even there at first?"
~or did you suppose so.~
~why do you suppose so?~
"cause i think...cause i don't really know."
"i want to know"
"i just want to know."
~how can you change~
"i can't"
~oh, of course.~
"i'm not a doll."
~to be dressed up~
~to be an ideal to every individual.~
"why don't you just walk away;
said i'm strong now i know that i'm a leaver;
i love the sound of you walking away, you walking away"
~you see her, you can't touch her;
you hear her, you can't hold her;
you want her, you can't have her;
you want to, but she won't let you~
~farewell~
"fare thee well"
~to the brown bags and glares~
"to the cold stares"
~to the bus stop chairs~
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me? oh me...
hello ^^ my name is Neil Brian. Brian like his Games, Everyone likeable, someone...maybe? and his Computer, Mozzila Firefox and Microsoft, though at the moment Mozzila Firefox is kinda popular and Microsoft still doubts that Firefox is THAT good. Brian is absolute fan of Any Techno/Dance/Electronica/Rock/Alternative/Oldies Artiste/Band You may not like them, but now you may do, so good for you yeah. Brian currently studies in Ahmad Ibrahim and is sec 2. Brian won't tell you any more about his life, too bad for you. I like it here I like it there but not deep in my heart. SOOO BAD heehee.
4Teen
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 14 years old, i just said so.
ONEballoons are friends TWOthey are very VERY colorful friends THREEthey should never be held FOURthey should only be let up to fly in the air
FIVEwhistling is like blowing a balloon of sound SIXa sound that needs no instrument SEVENother than you mouth
EIGHTschool shooting isn't influenced by video games NINEonly by depression and hate
TENi like the letter L
ELEVENinsults are knives of words TWELVEbut should never be stabbed through the heart
THIRTEENdon't you even know? i let you. FOURTEENi love the sound of you walking away...
MUST DO MUST DO
YA!!! MUST DO.
I MUST, I MUST DO:
Think about Life, THE frickin hmwk, Think about this, think a about that, and PLAY!!! (YAY).
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