as i bite upon this red, juicy apple.
i decided to make a post
~

tj asked me for help
with his problems.
i'm not the only one
he asked of course.
though i could be the only
one who didn't really much help.

well, that made me realise
that his problems
always involve a particular type
of people.

the type that:
blames,
doesn't take time to understand,
doesn't think before acting.

grim truth is
there will be always this type of
people.

now.
about me.

why don't i get any
depressing problems.
what's my way of
viewing it.

well,
i view those particular types
as
a joke.
a big joke.

well, perhaps it's my sense of confusion.
where i laugh and cry.
i laugh at the people whom i deem
their actions as
stupidity.
i cry at my laughter.
and yet smile at the end of it all.

so. basically you could say my life
is
a heck-care kind of life.
yeah.
something like that.

sadly.
not really having any problems
means that
i can't help people.
hm...