i'm trying to do a 3 part post before i go off for ole 2.
1 theory post;
1 self-conversation post;
1 normal post;

and basically, like almost every other post:
there's the one liner.
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"I'm in denial. I say I give up, do I? There something more, is there? I'm unsure. I feel as though I just want to know straight-away."
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"Love is the gamble of everything you have"

love is a gamble.
it is the gamble of everything you have.
sadly, everything.
why sadly?
because if you suppose that special person is everything.
if that person simply is gone.
everything is gone.

supposedly, you would lose your mind, your heart.
sadly, u would have lost everything already.

then why?
why love in the 1st place?
it's for that special feeling.
that feeling that you have someone with you;
who treats you like everything;
and you do too.

and the truest of love is when
both parties treat each other to as great as they could.
they understand, they go trough life TOGETHER!

but how to find it?
it's such a perfect feeling.
But it's such a hard thing to get;
it's a terrible thing to lose.

you give everything to love.
can you tell whether that person does too?
what if she leaves you?
your heart is so fragile,
and you've lost everything.

thus the heart breaks.

but!
i believe.
there's always a way.
i live to dream.
we live to dream.
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~do you?~
"i said i gave up already"
~but you're confused already~
"i am."
"i love; i loved"
"i gave up; i gave in"
"but i deny that it's already over"
"there's something more"
~is there? or are you blind!~
"i'm not blind"
~and you're in denial of everything you can't believe~
"i have this void in my heart"
~it's a pointless void~
~you read what she wrote!~
~you're insignificance~
"perhaps i am"
"why can't she just tell me straight"
"why can't i just know immediately"
~why didn't you do anything~
"she didn't too"
~because you are insignificance~
"why..."
"it's not over yet. there's hope"
~a hopeless wait, that is~
"then how should i fill the void in my heart?"
~that, is your purpose~
"i've got to learn."
~you've got to live~
"i dream"
~dream on...~
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so, i'm going to ole 2.
alot has passed so quick.
omg, i have such a bad memory,

ok a quick summary

Math's Olympiad, haha.
alin and his sick jokes (Feat. Nigel from 1e2)

Soccer, muddy.
slip and fall!

CNY, yeah you go ACL!
xinpeng gonna decor the back board with a photo collage.
does she have a thumbdrive?
damn, i have to get all those online photos from students.

sjab, got to train. like tim'thy said 'buck up'
mr hand, go straight!
melissa maam say i slouch.
sadly i can't tell.

achievement day, stand; salute. got to prac.

Picnik is the new photoshop.
i edit pics with it now.

class,
some angry faces, some happy faces,
some emo faces, some lovey-dovey faces from the couples.

DJ,
dics blah blah.

English,
blah blah

Chinese,
she encourages people to answer qns.

Math,
mr soo and his nightmare-ish pink file.
had a survey recently.
lol

History,
our hate for mr lee is on and off.
don't give us tests!!

Geograhpy,
ms cheng gives us homework for geo wkbk.
some trip to vietnam. i dun wan go of course.

Music,
project.

Art,
shade here, shade there
62 for overall. wth.

ce2
find job. find job.

IT,
computer, duh.

dnt,
chat with the guys.
blah blah.

so, ole2
3 terms left ahead for me.

bye people.